Oh please, atop hesitating cause I have made up my mind. So just let me go and I , will do the same even though it is hard for me. But I still believe I can do it. Thanks Jonathan for telling me all those words yesterday . It has made me realize what I have done , was wrong. You must also forget that person Kay. We both can do it de! So please there's no need to complicate cause this is our fate. Day after day I just can't get you off my mind . Why why why! This time the blow is too huge. I really want to let you go but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be , will I ever see you smiling back. Argh, it's okay. Just you feel better can le. I still can lead my life, I think. Are you the one that I should really trust?