Just wanna know if the phrase " i love you forever" really meant it or not. Well for me, I don't think it will even last forever. I think what you said, are just a bunch of lies. You are enjoying life while i, suffering. Well, let me tell you. Just leave me in the lurch kay, stop holding on to me. It will make us both feel bad. You got the person who can love you right? Cherish you, accompany you anytime and anywhere you want. Is not that i'm jealous. Im never jealous about this matter. In the first place, why did i even get close to you. I don't get it. GWEN, YOU'RE SUCH AN IDIOT. Everything you said or done are like scars on my heart, cannot be erased. What a misery, tragedy. You're leading an awesome life now right? Just dont come begging to me to ask me to get back to your side. Why did i even cared for you in the first place. I don't give a freaking damn anymore. Now i'm just gonna focus on my studies and get top 5. Quick, December, quickly end. I wanna lead a new life in 2011. Year 2010 is too hurtful for me. Done too many wrong things and wrong choices were being made. My diamond desires are turning back into coal. Cause I'm not sorry that you are utterly alone. I remain unbroken. Though we existed in our own dimension. In each of my hands. i hold love and hate. I'll fall underground now and happily I'll stay. When i break down and cry, I never seem to have a good reason WHY.