He's an ass. he is annoying. he likes to act like a good kid infront of adults . he loves to bully me. he is no other than my brother. All he know is just to annoy people. act so guai then later push all the blame to me. how selfish you are. heartless. black hearted. ass.

Happy Chinese New Year People! Just to let you know. This is the most sad and boring CNY ever..

RAWRR. Milestone tests just over. SIAN. Got my maths results and chinese results back le. Maths i got 11 out of 20 and chinese i got 42 out of 50. RAWR, badly done, yes i know. LOL. AND YEAH MAN, I GOT MY NEW SPECS!! WOOT. LMAO. Very sian lurhh these days. Chinese new year comin le. sian, need wear dress siol ): kk, need da study. Tada ppl

HOWDY.. School reopens! new classmates (2 china girls), they seemed smart.. haix, better study hard in order to maintain my position or rise one or two.. Blehh.lessons are fun, so is cca.. so far the best day was CCA display day! Which is damn fun lurhh.. shot and scream till got sore throat. Very long didn't post le, cause i have no time to use the computer. So maybe i should end here.

Yay, i got over and done with somethingsz!
On 24th dec, cousins and aunt came to my house have steamboat then drink wine. Nice (: Then actually wanted to play mahjong but late le, so cannot. Rawr. Then they keep asking me and my brother to open our christmas presents. I got everything STITCH! Haha.
Then on christmas, we went to NEX. RAWR. My parents spent 3 thousand dollars and more. siao.. Came back almost midnight, dead tired.
26th dec, we went to Science centre. FUN LURHH, had alot of fun there, gain scientific knowledge (absorb absorb)! Then dinner had it at sakura. Wa, then the taxi fare from pasir ris to jurong, i pay siol... Heartpain.. LOL.
27th dec, i dunno what happen--
Today, i do the clock again. lazy. i think i willstop blogging and start writing diary. rawr.

Today morning, i found out i was sick. Had flu and a little feverish. Hmm, went to Nex Serangoon with mum and bro then we watched the movie Yogi Bear. Very nice and funny yeah. Actually wanted to watch the Fockers but NC16, so sad case. Then the cinema damn cold lurh please. Haha, then i bought alot of Stitch things today. Then i cut my hand by my brother the watch then alot of blood worh. Sad case. Then "santa claus" give my bro chocolate. Nvr give me sial.. ): Then help my mum take groceries, heavy lurhh. LOOOOL. Played jubeat 5 times today. To release my stress all thanks to the bitch. Tmr is christmas eve. Having steamboat tmr (:

Eh basturd, can you stop messing around with my feelings or not? Just wtf do you want from me? Do you know that you hurt me alot? ah ya, crap shit horh. Your care for people, wonderful horh? Fuck off lurhh. It doesnt make sense, you're such a bitch.

Yeah, im back to normal! Great, i went to Orchard yesterday with mum,bro and aunt. Went to the ultra scan. haha FUN! Then took a few photos. Basically, i didn't buy anything, but my mum and aunt bought TONS! My hands almost broke dude. But i did buy a stitch file from Takashimaya(: NICE~ Then today, i meet Jonathan 2pm at Pasir ris Mrt. Then i bought sunglass and new watch. haha all he choose de. Then we go arcade play then got this small boy damn cute lorh. Then we play Initial D4 and the red, blue and green button game, he played with us. He's age around k1 or 2. Then when we was about to leave, i ask the boy boy what game he want to play, then he bring me there, then i tap for him. Then he play i say byebye to him. So cute lah, i want hug him sia. haha then Jon follow me to work. So fun lorh! keep laughing(: He following me tomorrow too. Haha, epic(: Some photos..

Today, what arh. Oh, lol. I went cycling to downtown east. And had lunch there. Rawr, dexin kept saying he wanna post that make up picture on facebook. DAMN HIM.Then went home, mum reached home. Then she say Kembangan to have dinner so we went there and had dinner. The food was not up to my expection , frankly speaking. Then went to White sands after that. Mum go fairprice buy stuff then help her take. Then so self-fix buy the dunno what spray de for the Bike. LOL. Tmr going Orchard for checkup. Hope things are successful.

Great, my life is awesome. Getting used to it without you already, no worries. Now in Maxson's house for christmas party. Now having time to spare. So decided to write about yesterday. o.0 I got caned by my mum all thanks to somebody. Who cares, im the one who suffers. So i just study and cook and do housework everyday. Complete what Today morning, i had to teach just like every saturday. Zi Qi come my house then teach her p3 and p4 work. Her maths kinda improved. Gonna give her a test next week. Mwahahaha.kk, skip. Im now at Maxson's house. Dexin and Irving "fetch" me from my house. Haha, took bus 3 to his house. Having fun now. from 1.30pm to 10pm! Yeah dude. a great escape from my tragedy. Go listen to this song.. Great escape by Boys like Girls

I should not trust you anymore. You let me down again and again. Your stupid bunch of lies. Bunch of drama. I really hate it. You are two sided. You tell one person this story and tell me another sorry. Crap Shit. Why not just tell me the whole story? Great , now you are always pushing the blame on others. But in fact, it's YOUR fault. Wth is this? F off dude. Why are you always like that. You never change, but in fact you do change. But change for the worst. Forget it. I decided not to talk to you for this time being. Okay, today, i played Monopoly with my dad and brother. Mum not at home for the whole day. My dad own my bro and me ): RAWR. Then i watched Lilo and Stitch 1 and 2. Very nice(: Then had dinner. Sian.Hope tomorrow would be a better day.

Woke up at 8am , mum not at home, brother woke me up (: RAWR. Then i call Irving. Ask him what time meet for E!Hub later. Then say 2pm. We asked Maxson to come along. Dexin sadly has tuition today then Phoebe has drama. Then we met at 2 pm opposite EPPS. Only Maxson and Irving go. So we went to the interchange and took bus 358. (We walked under d rain) Haha, then we catch the movie " Rapunzel" I watched it twice(: haha then in the cinema where the part the guy died, me and irving laughed cause we heard people sobbing LOUDLY! ahaha goshh. Then we went to the arcade, i kept playing jubeat! FUNNN! hehe then basketball, i owned a guy! BUAHAHAHAHHAA(: Then drive cars and many more. Went home at 6 pm. Now using the computer and charmaine just told me she haven't sold any concert tickets. HOW. OMFG. asking ppl but all say busy no free. HOW sia... kk i have to finish writing letters to ppl via facebook. BYE~

Great. I hate yesterday night. I fall sick. Had runny nose , block nose and having fever. i finished the dang whole box of tissue paper man.. flood my room's dustbin when im sleeping ):Can't sleep until 3 am. The medicine took me to sleep.... until next morning... 12pm!!! GOSH. But i was still deadbeat. My mum was not at home, will be back at night. Dad and bro went down, i was left at home. So i decided to wake up brush teeth and everything. Played classical music in the hall, and took a book to read. That book was so interesting. Then had lunch and i finished reading that book so i took another. The second book was kinda boring somehow..Blehh so i made up my mind and use the compputer. Brother going to neighbour's birthday party at 5.30pm YAWNS. i would be cooping at home again. Great, i shall end here for today. byee

Flashback for what i did yesterday... Hmmm, i woke up at 8. Brushed teeth, bath, had breakfast and watch television. UNTIL 3 PM. Television is a great escape for me. It's the only time I can actually be awake and mentally escape. Then left house at 2.50pm walked to the centre. At the same time chatted with Irving on the phone... Then worked in the centre from 3pm to 6pm. Had fun with those children there, all so friendly and nice(: They kinda messed around on friday, gaying around. hahaha , goodness sake. gays. haha. Then walked home , on the phone with Yeetheng. Then reached home kenna nagged cus " somebody" flood my inbox. Thanks arh. Had dinner.. blahblah. KK. talk about today. It's a saturday. My student came my house, went through with her p3 and p4 maths. Lessons was awesome today, laughed alot, had spooky ghost stories too. After lessons, we watched Keroro. Then she left at 1.30pm. Me and my brother went to KMS with my mum's friend and went to meet my mum. Gonna go there with my mum tmr do volunteering work. YAY(Y). Can't wait for countdown on 31Dec! New year~ YAY. okay.. skip. Came back home. then Nicholas came to our house to play. Then, mum and i watched CJ7. I cried like siao. my mum was like, are you mad or what. LAWL. Had dinner, i cooked. Dad went to Dinner and Dance today organized by his company. so he's coming back late. I shall end here. Night peeps.

Oh please, atop hesitating cause I have made up my mind. So just let me go and I , will do the same even though it is hard for me. But I still believe I can do it. Thanks Jonathan for telling me all those words yesterday . It has made me realize what I have done , was wrong. You must also forget that person Kay. We both can do it de! So please there's no need to complicate cause this is our fate. Day after day I just can't get you off my mind . Why why why! This time the blow is too huge. I really want to let you go but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be , will I ever see you smiling back. Argh, it's okay. Just you feel better can le. I still can lead my life, I think. Are you the one that I should really trust?

Days fly past, slowly, i realised, i just wasted days of my precious life and time. Many sleepless nights, tuning in to the radio, hoping i will fall asleep and forget about the past, but, seems like i got it all wrong. once again.Okay talking about the previous days, i went to my cousin's new restaurant located @ Scape, orchard. It was awesome, love the spaghetti there. Then we walked around Scape. Saw the 987FM radio studio. Was awesome, Waved to Shan and Rozz(: Then went to arcade and play. The we went to Goodwood Park Hotel ate durian puffs. 1 puff is $2++ Ex siol, but it is delicious. Urmm, then we travelled to Clark Quay in my cousin's car. Took photos. Love the scenary there, many couples were there dating, nice atmosphere. Hmm, had Supper at The Coffee Club. Love the Muddy mud pie there, totally chocolatey taste! Then when we reached home,i stared at the clock, it was 1am plus.. Past midnight. RAWR! Can't sleep all thanks to the latte i had during supper. Then the next day, went to Changi Airport with Valencia , Nicholas , their mothe, my mum and brother. The christmas spirit there was kinda , okayy.... nice decorations, esp christmas trees everywhere! Nothing to say about the airport. Today's a brand new day, gonna start afresh and forget about that person.

Just wanna know if the phrase " i love you forever" really meant it or not. Well for me, I don't think it will even last forever. I think what you said, are just a bunch of lies. You are enjoying life while i, suffering. Well, let me tell you. Just leave me in the lurch kay, stop holding on to me. It will make us both feel bad. You got the person who can love you right? Cherish you, accompany you anytime and anywhere you want. Is not that i'm jealous. Im never jealous about this matter. In the first place, why did i even get close to you. I don't get it. GWEN, YOU'RE SUCH AN IDIOT. Everything you said or done are like scars on my heart, cannot be erased. What a misery, tragedy. You're leading an awesome life now right? Just dont come begging to me to ask me to get back to your side. Why did i even cared for you in the first place. I don't give a freaking damn anymore. Now i'm just gonna focus on my studies and get top 5. Quick, December, quickly end. I wanna lead a new life in 2011. Year 2010 is too hurtful for me. Done too many wrong things and wrong choices were being made. My diamond desires are turning back into coal. Cause I'm not sorry that you are utterly alone. I remain unbroken. Though we existed in our own dimension. In each of my hands. i hold love and hate. I'll fall underground now and happily I'll stay. When i break down and cry, I never seem to have a good reason WHY.

Rawr. Long time no post. Just gonna say I got into Wushu. Training is fun but tiring. Sae goodbye to the coach and say hello to a new coach next year ! Hope the new coach is as friendly and funny as the "old" coach. This time the holidays are real boring.When we are in school, we wished that holidays would just quickly come, and now, during holidays, we are hoping for holidays to end quickly so that we can go back to school! Bought the sec2 books already, starting to read one them. Interesting. Finished two soduku books in a month :D RECORD BREAKER! Drew tons and tons of Stitch! Awesome.
Loves.

how awesome is it just to stay at home all day long without going out after the freaking stress examinations? Simply, one word to describe, boredom. Currently still studying at home and practising the song "fur elise" on the keyboard as my dad demanded me to do so. My blog has been dead for a very long time, so maybe it's time to make it "revive" again. BLEH. Missing people now.. goshh

YAY(Y) exams over le. got results for the papers le. Shocking. Didn't except studying those help ALOTTTT. Didn't regret mugging so hard for this exam(: DANG. waiting for monday to come.. got to study le. byeee